Its alright, just wait and see...

This weekend has been fun but extremely frustrating. Things have went amazingly well with some friends I just haven't gotten the chance to spend time with in a while. But things with another friend have just gotten out of hand. I'm tired and frustrated with the games. I want to live my life and live it without drama. This weekend was a great opportunity to spend time together, but she blew it. I wanted to cry when i was around her. I was her human punching bag, metaphorically. That's not what friends are for.

Don't take this the wrong way, but...

So I was thinking most of the day about how I feel about myself. And I feel like that's a big part of being ready for relationships. You have to love yourself...yada, yada, yada. And this has nothing to do with the guy, I mean, he hasn't ever told me it, but I just realized this. I feel pretty. Like legitimately. Nothing to do with the boy, but I actually feel pretty, and comfortable in my own skin. And I like this.



....Oh and tomorrow I'm going on a Doughnut Date =)

Late night walks....

...result in boyfriends.

For all of you reading this, who don't talk to me on a regular basis, I have one of those. His name is Joe. You should meet him, he's great...

Arms. . .

Its wonderful to have someone to hug you when you're really stressed about life =)

Today was a Fairytale

I literally cannot stop smiling. I'm so happy right now. All of the events that have led up to this point in time have done nothing but make this moment all the more perfect. The good, the bad, the confusing. I can't change the way things happened with anyone, which means someone will inevitably be upset, and I don't wish for that. but i'm sure it will happen, and I think I'm ready for it. I think amidst building up my old support system, hopefully stronger than before, I've found an additional one. It doesn't negate the usefulness of any of the others, it just gives me a new one, another way to make me smile, build me up, and cheer me on.

Its been a great day, and a great night. I've had wonderful friends to share the crazy, unpredictable day with! Now that it is 4 a.m. and all I want is my closests, they are gone! I hope they hurry back soon because I think that I might die from smiling or something. ..

Just the way you are

The last few weeks have been rocky to say the least. But school is going well, the RA gig has been good. I need to jump on it and get a few more things rolling. Maybe some time I'll sit down and get things smoothed out. It seems like there is always so many other things to fix that when I have time, I just don't have the energy to work on it. I get to go home soon! I'm super excited. I just need my mommy =]

Hanging. . .

So much has happened in the last few days. So much. Leadership seminar. Midnight madness. Steak & Shake. Dress shopping. SLR. Homework.

Its been a busy week. busy.

...by a thread.

Candy corn

I should be studying. I have a test in about eight hours. which means i'm not getting valuable sleep before the exam. But it also means I get out of class early. I also had a really great day today. therefore, I do not want to study.

=]