Arms. . .

Its wonderful to have someone to hug you when you're really stressed about life =)

Today was a Fairytale

I literally cannot stop smiling. I'm so happy right now. All of the events that have led up to this point in time have done nothing but make this moment all the more perfect. The good, the bad, the confusing. I can't change the way things happened with anyone, which means someone will inevitably be upset, and I don't wish for that. but i'm sure it will happen, and I think I'm ready for it. I think amidst building up my old support system, hopefully stronger than before, I've found an additional one. It doesn't negate the usefulness of any of the others, it just gives me a new one, another way to make me smile, build me up, and cheer me on.

Its been a great day, and a great night. I've had wonderful friends to share the crazy, unpredictable day with! Now that it is 4 a.m. and all I want is my closests, they are gone! I hope they hurry back soon because I think that I might die from smiling or something. ..

Just the way you are

The last few weeks have been rocky to say the least. But school is going well, the RA gig has been good. I need to jump on it and get a few more things rolling. Maybe some time I'll sit down and get things smoothed out. It seems like there is always so many other things to fix that when I have time, I just don't have the energy to work on it. I get to go home soon! I'm super excited. I just need my mommy =]

Hanging. . .

So much has happened in the last few days. So much. Leadership seminar. Midnight madness. Steak & Shake. Dress shopping. SLR. Homework.

Its been a busy week. busy.

...by a thread.

Candy corn

I should be studying. I have a test in about eight hours. which means i'm not getting valuable sleep before the exam. But it also means I get out of class early. I also had a really great day today. therefore, I do not want to study.

=]

Catastrophe in the making.

Yeah, that's been my life for the last couple of days. I am sad, but dealing quite well with it. I have had my happy moments, but I think those have caused all of the problems I've had in the last few days. I'm all good and happy, then I return to my reality to find that I've upset someone, somehow, unintentionally. That makes my heart hurt. No one likes to hurt others, but I definitely don't. Its just been eating at me.

Do I have to sacrifice happiness to make sure those I love aren't hurt?

just gunna stand here and watch me burn ...

I'm burnt right now. Burnt out. Its making me emotional. Goodnight world, tomorrow will be better than the last couple of hours.