So, I'm thinking of shutting this thing down. Honestly, every time I get on it I get depressed about where my friendships have ended up this semester. I'm back to the high school days of no close friendships. At least that's how it feels, especially when I read the blogs of my friends. Reading them makes me feel unimportant. It makes me sad.
I really like blogging though, I have tons of happy things to say when I get on, then I get un-happy when I read others'. Maybe I'll start a new blog with no subscriptions and no subscribers. Friendless. None of my options seem anything but depressing.
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Bri Shawnte...
ReplyDeleteYou are never UNIMPORTANT. I love you very very very much and I want you to know that. You have always been one of my best friends and you always will be. We have had plenty of ups and downs, but that's one of the reasons why I love you. You are not scared to tell me the truth about whats going on, even if its the last thing I want to hear. Mindy is the same way. To be honest, I went through my phone last weekend trying to figure out who I could hang out with because my plans fell through. I'm running low on the friends list also. BUT, the friends I do have are some of the best quality of people I know. I would rather have two or three close friends that I know will always be there than 50 friends that I could never talk to about anything serious. Don't feel unimportant...that's a bunch of poppycock. We're just all in different states at the moment. :) I love you and I hope this makes you smile. I thin about you a lot and you are never forgotten in my book. <3
Peee Essss.
ReplyDeleteCall me sometime. I don't live at home anymore. And I get bored. :)