Do clouds really have silver linings? I guess its all in the way you look at things. You have to decide when to stop trying because trying really isn't enough any more. You have to decide whether a friendship is worth fighting for. If you're on the other end, you have to decide whether or not to wish someone happiness or to harbor bitterness against them and not forgive. I'm all for forgiving. I'm ready to move on with my life. I want to have friends and live life like a normal person. I'm ready to give things a second chance. Time was all that was needed, but apparently the friendship wasn't important enough to give time and a little bit of frustration to. All relationships have their big fights, right?
My day has been full of ups and downs, and the downs always follow the ups by about five minutes. Dang life. The question of a fast forward button comes to mind right now. Would I use it right now?? Or would my life be lost if I used it? I'm thinking that it sounds wonderful, I'm what I would call distraught right now. But then I think about the cause of all my problems with my friends, Joe. He is worth my time and my life, and I wouldn't say he's worth my friendships, but I feel like that's what people think I believe. Just everyone's left me here, but he's stayed by my side. And he is the reason I wouldn't use that fast forward button.
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