Longing

I'm loving the summer weather, the lack of school work, but that's about it. I'm longing for everything the fall brings. Friends. Leaves. Cider. Sweaters. Home.

less than 24....

I'll be heading to Greece in less than 24 hours. I'll be somewhere over the Atlantic in 24 hours...and shortly after...arrival in GREECE! I'm packed and ready and my luggage is not quite 50 40 pounds. Yay for souvenir space! I'll keep you all posted while in Greece! Check out my other blog...http://fromgreecewithlovebri.blogspot.com/

eh...

yesterday, I did not get on here. I spent time with my sister, watched Fast Five, went bowling, and came home to watch the other fast and furious movies backward. Then we had a sleepover.

Today we went shopping yay! I spent too much money! No yay!

The beginning.

I'm home. Its nice. My goal is to post every time I have access to internet this summer in at least in some way. Tonight, I'm tired. Tomorrow, I'll sleep in. The next week (less than that!) is going to be CRAAAAZAY as I unpack from school and repack for Greece. But for now unwinding is the name of the game. No more yellow cards. No more fines. No more. No more. Yay for sleep. Yay for sun. Yay for summer.

Emergency Rooms

So, I'm sitting here in the Allegiance Hospital ER, not for me, but for someone else. When I was asked to drive, I was kind of thinking how much of a nuisance it was, I had an assignment due at 5 and there was no way we were going to get back in time to turn it in (and we're not..). But since being here, I really realized that its all in how you look at it. I've had peace and quiet here. Well, not necessarily complete quiet, but I got my homework done, no distractions, and that truly is a blessing.

I'm starting to wonder...

Do clouds really have silver linings? I guess its all in the way you look at things. You have to decide when to stop trying because trying really isn't enough any more. You have to decide whether a friendship is worth fighting for. If you're on the other end, you have to decide whether or not to wish someone happiness or to harbor bitterness against them and not forgive. I'm all for forgiving. I'm ready to move on with my life. I want to have friends and live life like a normal person. I'm ready to give things a second chance. Time was all that was needed, but apparently the friendship wasn't important enough to give time and a little bit of frustration to. All relationships have their big fights, right?

My day has been full of ups and downs, and the downs always follow the ups by about five minutes. Dang life. The question of a fast forward button comes to mind right now. Would I use it right now?? Or would my life be lost if I used it? I'm thinking that it sounds wonderful, I'm what I would call distraught right now. But then I think about the cause of all my problems with my friends, Joe. He is worth my time and my life, and I wouldn't say he's worth my friendships, but I feel like that's what people think I believe. Just everyone's left me here, but he's stayed by my side. And he is the reason I wouldn't use that fast forward button.

....Random Stuff for the day...

Hello hello from the little world traveller! I just got back from Costa Rica yesterday, and it was amazing, but I'll post more on that later. This post is just random.

I came back from Costa Rica with a cold and it has sucked majorly. My nose is raw. I carry around Puffs plus with lotion, but not just the kleenex, the whole box. I sound like I'm talking with my nose plugged. And I'm always tired. Yay for colds. But I've been taking Sinex and its helping, I think. But what I was wondering today was--does the medicine just take away the symptoms or does it help cure you of the cold. I never understood that. Thoughts?

Also, I wanted to share with you my favorite song right now:
Coming Home - Diddy ft. Skylar Grey

The song is good...not so much the video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-ImCpNqbJw

My favorite part is the chorus:

"I'm coming home, coming home
Tell the world that I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, coming home
Tell the world that I'm coming home"

It seems to me to have a bit of a religious undertone to it.

And an honorable mention:
Boy with a coin- Iron & Wine

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_1Zz9ud83I

That's all the randomness for the day.